In The Pre-Dawn Hours Of This Morning Wednesday 19 2025 I Awoke To Excruciating Pain
I awoke in excruciating pain from the soles of my feet which were drawn up in an almost fetal position, my chest, back. the sockets of my arms & joints were on fire. Most prevalent was an overwhelming bonfire deep within my chest & it was NOT a dream! Surely this was the proverbial "Big One"? I asked The Lord to help me & He was doing just that :)
The pain was absolutely overwhelming that I had to move to a position & place where it didn't hurt (which was futile). I was wobbly & somewhat disoriented as reached for my slippers, speaking (as I always do) a preemptive morning greeting to the Lord of the Heavenly Host (Who is the Great I AM), to Jesus Christ, Mother Mary, Magdalene, Father Abraham, Isaac, Jacob, Benjamin, David, all of the Saints, Patriarchs, Prophets, Apostles & Martyrs. I was in serious trouble & needed my Family around me! I am serious, the best medicine that I could bring to bear was my Complete Faith, which I did not spare! I am not afraid of death, to me it is a very painful 'doorway' to Eternal Life, it is the finality & suffering that must first come before the transition into the Presence of The Lord :) A lifetime of trials & suffering, to reveal the True Faith that we are all born with but it requires patience & the courage of our convictions. Pain is the best 'Tutor' that we have! And the Blood of Jesus Christ shed on the brutal Cross suspended between Heaven & Earth. I fixed myself a half glass of water & two Alka-Seltzer tablets, drank it & went back to bed. Halfway from the kitchen & the bedroom (I was still bent with pain) the Message that God was relaying to me is a reminder is.. I am being Crucified alongside of Christ & bearing the same Cross as The Lord did for me & your benefit (Galatians 2:20). Just because we have chosen to follow & be like Jesus, there is a price to be paid for the Privilege of suffering, being torn & bruised the way that Our Lord was because He 'So Loved Us':) The pains that I suffered this morning were in the same places of someone Who had to bear (& be nailed to) rough cut & ragged Cross! Being a Soldier of Christ Ain't No Free Ride!! But I wouldn't have it any other way, it is a quest of Love & Accomplishment :) "It Is Finished"..
I am still sore tonight but I am justified!
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